Of recent weeks, i've been taking alot of things more seriously. Name a few, work then music then photography. Work was never work for me because i'm actually doing what i love, designning. But when you're working from home sometimes you need motivations. A friend of mine once due to lack of discipline, actually put on a suit just to get himself motivated for work.

My motivation, well lately music and photography. This year alone, this month alone, i've met alot of people from different walks of life and the things they teach me, tell me, i feel like my mind has just be oiled. The mechanism in my head is moving ever so rapid. Starving for information. A need to infuse my brain. How? Musically. I've been musically infused this month i don't know where to begin. It's kinda funny when you look back you thought you'd be listening to angstsy sorta songs all your life and how post grunge will always describe you and how it understands you. Man where they wrong, was i wrong.

At present, i can't go to a gig when there's like constant screaming throughout. I don't get that. Ok you write songs to express your feelings..right!! and when you express them at some point there will be a crowd listening to it right!! and you want those crowd to get what you're feeling at that moment when you wrote the songs but then how could they when through the whole bloody thing your shouting and shouting and shouting. Ok fine sometimes the monitors can be fucked but most of the time if i could hear three words uttered i'm like well there's a song.

Pardon the sarcasm, but honestly youth today the ones in their teens now are having it good. People nowdays, the industry their giving a shit. Music now are of quality. Yah some are recyled from the past but music as whole now is much more fuller in comparison to our times like what 10 years back.Most of it was a blur. Some made impression some gone.

That's what we lack as a generation i believe a nag for detail. A friend pointed out to me if you added some frames around your pics it'll look finish. I ponder to myself why would a frame make a picture complete. Instead of yabbing about it went home put it to the test. It does make a difference. A better one. It made me look from a barn yard photographer to a more professional one, well coming to it soon. But yah detail is the key word.